Hello! I’m coming back. Now I wanna post my fanfiction. It’s still, Super Junior related. This fic was beta-ed by Diversity @SJ-World.net. Thank you so much, unni! *hugs*
This is my first Super Junior’s fic. I don’t really like this one, but.. I think I should share this. Haha. This was written in English, and now I’m currently working to translate it to Indonesian and I think I’ll post it in Wonder Fanfiction later. I never know that translating would be this hard T_T
Replay
Author: dindrul
Length: One-shot
Genre: Angst? Drama? Friendship? Tragedy?
Language: English
Rating: PG-13 for cursing someone
Cast: Super Junior
A/N: Even though this is beta-ed, there might be some grammatical errors. Trust me, before it got beta-ed, there were a lot of errors. So thank you so much for Div’s correction 
And maybe… this is not as sad as you thought. Enjoy! ^^
“Kyuhyun-ah, I want to ask you a question,” Leeteuk said and looked at the magnae. They were broadcasting Sukira, and Kyuhyun had come to accompany his hyungs.
”What is it, hyung?” he asked, without taking his eyes off the script he was reading.
”Tomorrow it will be exactly three years after our car accident, I’m just curious about something,” Leeteuk stopped for a while, ”What if… Today was your last day in life? What would you do or say to people you loved?”
***
Sungmin was busy with his phone, tweeting, while he listened to Sukira too. This thing—Twitter—is kind of interesting. There’s a lot of his fans mentioning him and saying how much they love him. Sungmin smiled to himself, until he heard Leeteuk hyung’s question to Kyu about having a last thing to say or something like that. He hadn’t really been paying attention before, but hearing that,he stopped tweeting and listened carefully to what Kyu said. He smiled after Kyu answered the question, and he thought of something. Tomorrow is April 19th, isn’t it? There are so many things happen in April 19th, such as Zhou Mi and Zhou Mi’s dad birthday, and also the accident.
The accident…
-Flashback-
That night was the same as usual. Hankyung and Heechul were watching movie in the livingroom. Yesung was comforting Ryeowook, who had a little fight with Kyuhyun that afternoon. Donghae was listening to Sukira, because he loved to listen to Eunhyuk’s voice during broadcasting and the other members were still not in the dorm because of their busy schedule, but they promised they would be home quickly.
Leeteuk ended the radio broadcasting, so Donghae turned off the radio and joined Heechul and Hankyung. Heechul, who wasn’t enjoying the movie, decided to just lean on Hankyung’s shoulder. Donghae was concentrating on the movie, so he didn’t care enough about what his hyungs did. Sungmin sat quietly in the corner, watching what his hyungs and dongsaengs did. He felt uncomfortable without knowing why, so he just kept silent.
Kangin and Kibum suddenly opened the door and walked in. Kibum joined Donghae watching the movie. Kangin went to his bedroom, maybe he felt too tired. Sungmin looked at the clock and realized that it was already April 19th. Why weren’t Kyuhyun and the others home yet? He started to comfort himself by saying that nothing would happen, and he relaxed a little…until Heechul’s phone rang.
”Hello?” Heechul said after he picked up the call and sat up. Someone on the other side was talking unclear, which made Heechul a little bit annoyed.
”Yah! Talk clearly! What happened?” he yelled. Everyone was curious and stayed quiet. Sungmin, again, felt that something bad had happened. For a moment, there was only silence, but suddenly Heechul’s face turned pale and he tried to fake a grin. ”You can’t fool me, Shindong. You know it. Tell me what’s up, quickly. Aish, why is it so noisy there?”
Someone, apparently Shindong, started to talk again, but Sungmin couldn’t catch what he had said. Heechul’s grin faded and he stared at everyone blankly. Hankyung, who couldn’t wait any longer, immedietely took Heechul’s phone and started to ask Shindong himself. Heechul leaned on Hankyung’s shoulder, his expression was blank and shocked. Finally Hankyung stopped the conversation and hung up the phone.
”What’s wrong?” Sungmin asked with high curiosity. Everyone nodded and stared at Hankyung, wondering what had happened. It must be a serious problem for causing Heechul to become so weak. Hankyung sighed and looked up at everyone with teary eyes. Sungmin swallowed.
”They got an accident,” Hankyung whispered with a quivering voice. ”Leeteuk hyung, Eunhyuk, Shindong and Kyuhyun.” As Hankyung mentioned the last person, Sungmin couldn’t think of anything anymore.
-End of flashback-
Sungmin sighed and stood up. He went to the livingroom, because that night, Zhou Mi came over to the dorm. He wanted to celebrate his birthday with his bandmates, so he flew to Korea. Sungmin saw Zhou Mi in the livingroom, he was playing with Henry, who had been in Korea for a while already to prepare their fourth album. Yesung was in the kitchen with Ryeowook. Heechul was with Siwon, both of them were reading books. Kangin and Kibum also came, to celebrate Zhou Mi’s birthday, but would have to leave again the next day. Kibum joined Donghae, who was listening to Sukira in his room.
Sungmin decided to join Zhou Mi and Henry, and they talked about Super Junior M’s activities after Hankyung terminated his contract. They talked about it with a low voice so Heechul couldn’t hear it. They all knew, recently Heechul became a little sensitive if someone talked about his Chinesse ’boyfriend’ or something related to him. They talked until Donghae and Kibum came out from Donghae’s room, and said, ”Hey everyone, don’t you all realized that it’s already April 19th?”
Everyone stared at the clock and laughed. How could they not realize it? Everyone gathered around Zhou Mi, congratulated him and hugged him. Although Zhou Mi rarely hing out with them, both him and Henry were still a part of Super Junior. ”Leeteuk hyung and the others should be home in a little while.. Sukira has ended and they should be on their way home,” Donghae said as he sat beside Zhou Mi. Everyone laughed. They started a random conversation, but then Heechul’s phone rang. They all stopped talking and stared at him. Suddenly, Sungmin remembered something.
”Hello? Shindong? What’s up?” Heechul asked as he picked up the phone. Then, when Heechul’s face turned pale like exactly three years ago, everyone knew what had happened.
***
Sungmin sat in the corridor, waiting for the doctor’s explanation. He was comforting Eunhyuk, who looked really shocked about this accident. Well, who wouldn’t? The other members were walking randomly in the corridor. The news had already spread all over the world through internet, so many reporters and fans were outside the hospital, but thank God they couldn’t get in. Zhou Mi sat next to Sungmin, quiet and shocked. Sungmin knew that Zhou Mi was closest with Kyu during the SJ-M activities, and on top of that it was his birthday. His best friend had already almost died on his birthday.
Suddenly, Sungmin heard Siwon shout in disbelief, so he and everyone glanced toward Siwon with a ‘What happened?’-expression on their face, until they realized that someone was walking toward them. ”Hankyung?” Heechul whispered with the same disbelief Siwon had shown. Of course, who would expect Hankyung’s presence in Korea at this time?
Ignoring everything, Heechul ran towards Hankyung and hugged him tightly. He shed tears after a long time of holding them back. ”You silly, where have you been? How dare you leave me all of sudden, you bastard,” he muttered, still hugging Hankyung. The other just mumbled ’sorry’ all the time, and looked at the other members. Sungmin noticed that Hankyung got thicker now, his face looked fresher than before, but still, there was sadness.
Siwon stood up and walked to Hankyung, hugging him as Heechul had done. Then, everyone gathered around Hankyung, told him how much they missed him, how hard it was when ELFs asked for Hankyung, how everything suddenly changed, how much anti-fans hurt them, how much they missed Hankyung’s laugh, his broken Korean, his Beijing Fried Rice and everything. Everyone was crying so much, and all Hankyung did was just stay quiet, tears still flowing down his cheeks.
And then Sungmin saw the doctor coming out from the room. He looked like he had finished his examination. Sungmin approached him and asked for the explanation while everyone still crying. ”Is there someone named Sungmin here?” the doctor asked, with a low and deep voice. ”Well, it’s me. Why?” Sungmin said, curious. The doctor looked at him, and said, ”Kyuhyun kept mumbling your name when he was conscious a while ago.. Maybe you have to go in.” Sungmin blinked and asked, ”Is it fine?” The doctor just nodded and walked towards the other members to give them the explanation as well. Sungmin swallowed and decided to go in as the doctor suggested.
”Kyu?” Sungmin whispered, as he took a few step to get closer to the bed. There it was, Kyu lying in the bed with both eyes closed. His chest went up and down weakly. Sungmin looked at his roommate with teary eyes. He was not a crybaby, he didn’t shed tears easily, but, just by looking at his injured and unconscious roommate, the tears just flowed away. Sungmin took a chair and sat beside Kyu, then he held Kyu’s hand. Cold.
”Kyu-ah, wake up. Don’t be like this, really. Do you want to replay what has happened three years ago? Or do you want to scare us? Please stop, we’re already frustated with Kibum’s busy schedule, Kangin hyung’s case and Hankyung hyung leaving, don’t make us crazier. Don’t you dare to leave us. We are having our fourth album, remember? Don’t make us perform without you when we have our comeback soon. Don’t make ELFs cry anymore, Kyu.”
”Zhou Mi and Hankyung hyung are outside, Kyu. So please, wake up and recover quickly. It’s Zhou Mi’s birthday, don’t make him sad on his supposed-to-be-happy day. Wake up, please. You don’t like me shedding my tears, right? Make me stop, Kyu. When you wake up soon, I swear I’ll never be angry at you anymore when you prank on me. I’ll let you play Starcraft all day long. I’ll obey your every word. Just… listen to me this time. Open your eyes, and wake up.”
Silence. And then it happened.
Sungmin just couldn’t believe his ears and eyes—did he just see the straight line in the monitor? Did he just hear a flat sound?
Suddenly, the doctor and the nurses rushed into the room. Siwon came and dragged Sungmin out. He hugged Sungmin really tight, while everyone cried so hard. One by one, they hugged Sungmin. Hey, hey, what happened? Sungmin really couldn’t think of anything now. Siwon whispered in his ear, ”Let him go. Let him.”
***
While waiting for the confirmation, Sungmin sat quietly. He thought of many things. All the laughter and tears they shared, all shouts and yells when they were having an argument or fight, all smiles and hugs they had, all pictures and videos they captured together, all songs they sang together, all nights they spent together… The memories just kept playing in his mind, refused to stop.
Leeteuk was still in the ICU room, but he was already awake. When he heard about Kyu, he cried so much that the doctor and Kangin had to calm him. Hankyung was with Heechul all the time—seemed like Heechul wouldn’t let him go. Shindong, Eunhyuk and Donghae were sobbing together, those crybabies. Yesung was comforting Ryeowook and Henry who cried a lot—Sungmin could see that Yesung also tried to hold back his tears but failed. Siwon and Kibum were praying together somewhere, Sungmin didn’t even care. Zhou Mi was next to Sungmin, drowned in his deep thinking.
Sungmin stood up and looked down through window. So many fans screamed and cried—this fact had hit them so bad. He sighed and covered his face with his palms. Such a nightmare.
Look, Kyu. There are so many people loved you and shed their tears for you—why don’t you just wake up and tell us that you’re fine? Why did you just press the replay?
***
“Kyuhyun-ah, I want to ask you a question,” Leeteuk said and looked at the magnae. They were broadcasting Sukira, and Kyuhyun had come to accompany his hyungs.
”What is it, hyung?” he asked, without taking his eyes off the script he was reading.
”Tomorrow it will be exactly three years after our car accident, I’m just curious about something,” Leeteuk stopped for a while, ”What if… Today was your last day in life? What would you do or say to people you loved?”
”Hm.. First, to my lovely roommate, Sungmin hyung. He really helped me a lot. Sungmin hyung, I love you. I love you more than you know. And for all Super Junior members, I feel really grateful to you all. If someday I have to ’go’, please don’t shed your precious tears for me. And also to my parents and my sister, I don’t wanna see them cry for me, really. And for ELFs, wherever you are, I love you all. Don’t cry if I have to leave someday. Even if my body will not exist, I’ll always be there, in your heart and memories.”
